I’m busy of school works again. Yes. Typical Pharmacy students do- lab reports, reaction papers, a lot of definitions to memorize, be-friending microscopes, etcetera etcetera. It’s exhausting though I always have time opening the PC.. logging in to diffrent social networking sites.. Blog touring.. Like.. Yeaah. That’s what makes me happy from the very start and it takes away my haggardness. LOL 101. And I feel so loved. I’m turning red and can’t get this smile off of me. :)) Yes, because I like him and he makes me feel really special. Sooooo love! LOL 102. But, yeah. He means really special to me. He means love to me. He fills my mind. Words can’t say how I feel. :)

Ciaaaaaaaaaaao~

Okay. So yes.

It pains me.. to see him happy with the other girls.

It pains me.. to see that he’s like not affected at all.

It pains me.. to see him doing really okay while I am here.. feeling really alone.. No, i am not alone. Mr. Agony’s with me.

HAYYYYYYYYY. How can I state things further? All i know.. is I am hurting and it kills me.

MASAKET. :(

April 24, 2010

T’was by public demand.. I quitted.. And t’was by public demand..

It hurts me. Really. Pero ano magagawa ko, di ba? I have to accept the fact.. That almost all of them hates me. I was crying. I was. Yung fanpage na pinaghirapan kong palaguin for more than one month.. just made me an ex admin yesterday. Though I made it myself.

Siguro, napamahal lang talaga ako sa fanpage. You know, it’s the only reason i’m logging on to facebook.

I’m flattered sa lahat na naging apektado pero too late, i cant just go back as an admin and play normal again.

ANG SAKIT SA LOOB. AS IN. PARA AKONG NAMATAYAN NG GERARD. JOKE. HAHA. PERO PARANG GANUN NA DIN. SA SOBRANG SAKIT :’(( Pero I do act like I’m not affected or any alike sa harap nila. :’)

I love You, Baby :)

April 17, 2010

It’s been weeks since I last updated this.

Nothing new.

I’m happy.

I’m doing good.

School’s near again. And everyone’s going to be busy. AGAIN.

Hays. What else? I’m busy at facebook. That’s it. Booowwwww. :))

SURVEY 101

March 23, 2010

When was the last time you cried?
- Last night
Have you ever faked sick?
- Many times :)
What was the last lie you said?
- I’m over you.
Have you ever cried during a movie?
- Yeap! I did.
Who was the last person you couldn’t take your eyes off of?
- Ehlae Kobayashi Hahahaha
Have you ever danced in the rain?
- Uhh. No?
Have you ever been drunk?
- Ask me :))
Have you ever tried tried drugs?
- No.
Do you smoke?
- ??
What’s the farthest you’ve ever gone on a dare?
- None none none :))
What is your full name?
- Aingel Joy Ancheta Domingo
What is your blood-type?
- Idunno. Hahaha
Have you ever been in a car accident?
- Hindi pa. You want to?
How old were you when you recieved your first kiss?
- Never been kissed. BWAHAHAHAHA. Joke
Who was your first kiss?
- My mom.
Have you ever had an online relationship?
- Yea. Once
Have you ever been rejected by a crush?
- Maybe
What is your favourite sport to play?
- None
Have you ever made a prank phone call?
- Hindi pa
What’s your favourite childhood memory?
- Wala ako sa tamang pagiisip para mag reminisce
Is there anything that you have done that you regret?
- Yeaaa. Many.
What do you want to be when you grow up?
- A beggar
What is your political persuassion?
- I dont fxcking care about politics
Have you ever had cybersex?
- t(-.-t)
Do you believe in g-d?
- What’s that?
Do you believe in love at first sight?
- No.
Do you believe in karma?
- Yea
Who was your first crush?
- Guiller Dan Mandac
Who do yo uhave a crush on?
- Ehlae Kobayashi
How would you describe yourself?
- Jerk
What are you afraid of?
- Frogs
Are you religious?
- I guess. Haha!
What does your screen name mean?
- Nangangain Ako Ng Pogi <- Literal!
What person do you trust the most?
- My friends
Who was your first boyfriend/girlfriend?
- You dont have to know
What is the best compliment you have ever recieved?
- I dont take compliments
What is the meanest thing anyone has said about you?
- I dont fcking care about what others say
What is the longest crush/relationship you have had?
- 1omonths
What is your greatest strength?
- None
What is your greatest weakness?
- ?
What is your perfect pizza?
- Carbonara
What is your first thought when waking up in the morning?
- Food
What is your first thought before you go to bed?
- Him
What college do you want to go to?
- Tokyo University
Do you get along with your family?
- Alittle bit
Do you play any instruments?
- NO
What kind of music do you like?
- RNB, POP, any. Wag lang Screamo
Do you think you’re attractive?
- Nooo. And Never
Would you ever get a tattoo?
- No
How many piercings do you have?
- None
Who makes you laugh?
- My friends
Who would you want to be tied to for 24hours?
- Ehlae :))
Have you ever seen a dead body?
- Ofcourse
Do you have a celebrity crush?
- I have
What is one thing scientists should invent?
- Unlimited Access of the Internet (NO PAYMENTS)
Have you ever broken a bone?
- NO
What happens after you die?
- None
Do you watch or read the news?
- Often
What stereotype would you label yourself as being?
- None
Would your friends agree with that stereotypic label?
- Yes. Because I said None. Duhh? *roll eyes
If yo ucould change your name, what would you change it to?
- I dont dare changing my name
If you could go back in time to one point in your life, where would you go
- Childhood days
If you could change anything about yourself, what would you change?
- I wont change anything
Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
- Never yet
Have you ever played strip poker?
- NO
Would you ever lie to someone to make them feel good about themselves?
- Yes.
What do you want your friends to think about you?
- I’m happy
Whats the biggest argument you’ve ever gotten into?
- An argument with my Dad
HAve you ever bitten someone?
- Yea Haha
When’s your birthday?
- November 29
Have you ever stolen anything?
- Pencil!
Do you make wishes on shooting stars?
- Never been yet
Whats the most you’ve ever eaten in one sitting?
- Picnik. Haha
If you could go back and change one day, what would it be?
- None
Do you remember your dreams?
- Seldom
Have you ever been in love?
- I guess
Are you a morning person or a night person?
- Both
Do you have any phobias?
- Frogs
What’s the meanest thing you’ve ever done to someone?
- I dont remember anything
Have you ever been to the hospital (other then birth?
- Yes ofcourse
How many screen names do you have?
- One
Do any medical problems run in your family?
- Yeaap.
Have anyone ever been disowned from your family?
- None
Have you ever had a nightmare?
- Yea?
Do you say meaner things to your friends or your enemies?
- Enemies
Would you ever participate in a threesome?
- Sure. Hahaahahah!
Would you ever pay for a prostititue?
- No. Duhh?
Have you ever mooned or flashed someone?
- Yea. I did. Many times. :D
Have you ever cheated on your bf/gf?
- Yea
Have you ever laughed so hard you peed in your pants?
- No yet
Have you ever written a love letter?
- Yes but never gave it
Have you ever attempted suicide?
- NO
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?
- Boxers
Have you ever been in a fistfight?
- NO
Do you have any hidden talents?
- None
What is one thing you want me to know about you?
- None
What is one question you wouldn’t want me to ask?
- None!
Do you usually prefer books or movies?
- Books
Who is your favourite person to talk to?
- My friends
Who is always able to cheer you up when you’re sad?
- My friends.
Would you ever have sex before marriage?
- Prolly, no.
Who do you talk to most on the phone?
- As of these past days, none.
Do you have a secret that yo’ure ashamed of?
- None
Do you prefer british or american spelling of words?
- American
Have you ever gotten detention?
- No yet
How do you vent your anger?
- Writing/Shouting
Have you ever been on a diet?
- NO
Would you ever date someone younger than you? Older than you?
- Older. Younger- could be
Is your best friend a virgin?
- Yea.
What’s a rumor someone has spread about you?
- Idontknow
What’s the kinkiest thing you could ever actually see yourself as doing?
- Studying
What’s the meanest thing anyone has ever done to you?
- Idk!
What’s the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you?
- Cheer me up probably.
Have you ever been diagnosed with a mental illness?
- NO
Have you ever cut yourself on purpose?
- No
Have you ever wanted to murder someone?
- Yea
Have you ever hated someone?
- yea
Do you prefer talking on the phone or online?
- Both
Do you consider yourself popular?
- No.
Would you ever tell the person you have a crush on that you like them?
- Seldom
Have you ever had a crush on an enemy?
- Yea
Have you ever had a crush on a best friend?
- No
What is your favourite book?
- Saskiad
Do you have a collection of anything?
- None
Are you happy with the person you are becoming?
- No
Are you a different person now then you were 5 years ago?
- Yes
What do you see yourself as being in 5 years from now?
- A beggar
Are you happy with the life you have?
- Probably

I need to get over it.

Whether I like it or yes I like it. I need to get over it like fuck. I need to! I’ve been telling myself this.. Many times.. Soooooooooooooooooooo many times! And I hate myself not just cant get over it! Arggg! >:/ Goddamnit.

I’m prolonging the agony. And prolonging the agony.. keeps my heart being torn and torn apart.

MY GOD TO ME.

You know GETTING OVER?

I REALLY HAVE TO HAVE IT. LIKE YEA. FXCK FXCK FXCK! I SO HATE THIS! T_______________T

SURVEY!

March 20, 2010

1.When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
– Fuck, ugliness.
2. How much cash do you have on you?
– 7PHP
3. What’s a word that rhymes with “DOOR?”
– floor?
4. Favorite planet?
– earth. duhh?
5. Who is the 4th person on your missed call list on your cell phone?
– Gerson :D
6. What is your favorite ring on your phone?
– None
7. What shirt are you wearing?
– Ako Ay Isang Pangulong Gloria Scholar. Like wtf.
8. Do you “label” yourself?
– Mmm. No.
9. Name the brand of your shoes you’re currently wearing?
– bare footed
10. Bright or Dark Room?
– dark! ^^
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey before you?
– randomized utak niya
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- sleeping
14. What did your last text message you received on your cell say?
–  ”Oi.” :))
15. Where is your nearest 7-11?
– 30minutes away
16. What’s a word that you say a lot?
– Kingina
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
– Gerson
18. Last furry thing you touched?
– teddy bear!
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
– None
20. How many rolls of film do you need developed?
– None
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
– 15
22. Your worst enemy?
– not found yet :))
23. What is your current desktop picture?
– Windows 7
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
–  ”Hindi mainit ulo ko. Ble”
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly what would it be?
– Able to fly and i would snatch money everywhere. yays!
26. Do you like someone?
– Definitely.
27. The last song you listened to?
– Risque Cute Is What we Aim for

The title doesnt really connect to what i’m gonna say now. Haha.

Good Evening for a start. And I missed blogging like yeah.

I’m disappointed.. Disappointed of random things I’ve done which i’m not supposed to..

I’m happy.. For the new friends I have now.

I’m gettin’ depressed.. For the stupid decisions.. I made and are still making..

Maybe atleast appreciated by the one I like would make my day like woooow.

Sometimes, i’d rather waste time staring the monitor than.. doing pointless things in life..

Like Studying.

Fxck. It’s really beyond boundaries.

15.  I HATE FROGS. Nakakadiri. Nakaksuka. It’s the worst animal ever created.

14. I LOVE DITCHING CLASSES. It’s either tinatamad ako or hindi ko type yung teacher/prof or hindi ko nagawa assignment/project ko.

13. CYBERWORLD IS MY BESTFRIEND. I may live without it but that would be a total HELL.

12. NO TO PANSIT VEGETABLES. Please. They dont taste good :)

11. GLOBE USER. For more than 1 year now. Kahit sabog minsan ang globe. I’m a loyal subscriber. Haha

10. MATH: FAVORITE SUBJECT. You dont need further explanations for that.

9. I STAND 5 FEET 1 INCH TALL. It’s ridiculous. Very :|

8. INTROVERT, PESSIMIST, STUPID SLASH JERK. Kaya nga. I’M YOU’RE SUPER HATED FRIEND, buddy ;)

7. PANCAKES, MELON, OATMEAL. Favorites. Favorites. Nom nom! =P~

6. I LOVE READING OTHERS’ BLOGS. I learn from them :)

5. NOVEMBER 29, 1993. The precious date, baby!

4. PHARMACY STUDENT. I really wanna quit. :)

3. ANIME. I tend to fell for anime characters. Haha. Fell as in LIKE. Duhh? *roll eyes :))

2. A LEFTY AND SHORT-HAIRED. Very rare. I know, right?

1. AINGEL JOY ANCHETA DOMINGO. My full name!

;)

Okay. So hello, babes! ;)

Super as in todo todo umaapaw ang tawa ko ngayon kase una.. dun sa TIMYAPretty na Fanpage sa Facebook. If you wanna become a fan, here’s the page -> http://www.facebook.com/pages/TIM-YAP-Tang-Inang-Mukha-Yan-Ang-Pretty/366742044672?v=wall

Ang kukulit ng mga tao dun, bigtime. Yun lang.

*May lumalandi sakin. Err 8-|

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